I fantasied a little too much about being raped straight. I watched a little too much degrading porn. I edged a little too much to misogynistic posts. I got a little too used to rubbing my cunt when right-wing propaganda made me angry.
Now it stopped being a fun kink to occasionally escape to. I’m a grad school graduate, I should have been smarter than this, but I wasn’t, and I’m not, and now I’m broken.
